well
yest and todae are test test test
but i sleep at 8pm everydae coz i am exhausted by all the extra lesson
i need a very clear mind for exam de lorx...
haiz... dono wad to sae other than i muz study now
i noe tt my theory is always to enjoy now and worried abt future later
but y my future like so near to me
i will be taking A's in a yr and time
U in less than two yrs time
if i nv do well for A's den i cannot get into
either busniess or science
die lahz.... i now muz study le lorx
and i muz learn my music... muahaha....
losta thing await for me but i will still be ME
becoz nth is goin to beat me down
i've went through my darkest and most upset days le
i've learn to cope with things tt is not within my control le
so i will control wadever i can and leave the rest for my lady luck
hope tt my deepest fear will not happen so fast
and wad i work for will me reap!!!!

cya on thurs in nh!!!!

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9:58 pm



well... fri went to shop with eve
be a nice vocal instructor
borrowed my fav book
KIller Dreams is a veri nice book
MUZ READ
future is the topic tt we discuss
i wonder abt mine... i noe my choices belong to the extreme
well... ppl who do science normally cannot do business wad
and this 2 is my choice...
haha... but personally i noe wad i like and which is stable lahz

yest is chase jy dae
went tpy at first
actually when i go not much ppl and i can find some nice front spot to settle down
but nv coz it is milubing and sinhui fanclub ppl
felt extra.. so went to a corner lorx
and in the end it is the place where they all rest
though nv see much of them on stage
but see the offstage also quite nice
and Lin Cuifang is a veri nice and friendly person lorx
i understand y she win le
haha... den the gal beside me is a Zhiyang fans
and while she ask zhiyang to sign, she said: "Zhiyang ni hen shuai"
i ren zhe bu yao xiao chu lai
muahaha... damn funny lahz... me and jana ren dao hen xin ku
and i realise tt 2 grp of ppl cannot go to autograph session
it sux man... they reallie cannot control themselves man
first grp are aunties who will die die ji to the front
second grp are young gals
they simply don't grow up sia
got one gal keep on begging cuifang to let her tok to theresa
and she is like "theresa jie jie" non-stop with a crying voice
dotz.... reallie cannot stand them
another one want junyang's autograph den they ask her to go causeway pt
but she dowan den keep whine and jump jump
yucks man.... and jump so much for wad...
knock ppl and won't grow taller de lahz

aft the interesting, nice yet frustrating PSS thingy
we went causeway point
haha... this time betta coz can sit down and read my book
while eating my lunch
and mei hua hao shuo is so nice
and junyang is so charming
well... manage to sae a veri late belated bdae to him
den i won feel like i qian him wad
and gina coz a veri funny happening
they 2 keep having the same side of the hand out
and very funny till junyang keep laughing
haha... tink he will rmb her sia... soooo gd but quite sia suay

ok... gotta study for tests le!!!!
Junyang rox!!!! yay

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12:59 pm



tues: went to sentosa for "me & my local friend dae"
hmm... went fort siloso to take pic ard
den go inside merlion see see
but the main attraction is Sentosa Luge
wah.... VERY FUN
the chair life up soooo high and nice lorx...
but don have much feng jing to see de
den got the car ride down
haha.... nth happen ok...
and i ride veri fast lehz....
yay yay... soooo fun

wed: try to go skl coz i tues study almost finish le for chem
don wanna waste my effort
but while my teacher teach chem prac...
my mind is blank...
like nth went in like tt
so took green slip home
i slept from 10 to todae except to eat food and medicine

actually todae wanna go skl de
but yest aft eat medicine
my gastric got problem and heartburn also
so todae go see doc again
i am slighly allergic to the medicine
sianz... another medicine
haiz... so todae sianz at home again
ok... muz get ready for sat----junyang dae

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10:51 am



hmm... last fri was the chinese song writing competition
den i went to volunteer to be cui chang de
well... in other words their bao mu lorx
went for rehearsal on fri
and they sang much betta compare to wed
and i got my winner in my heart le
so in the end...
i guess all correctly except for junior college 1st, 2nd and 3rd placing
haha... so li hai rite
and tt zhiyang underperform too
hmm... haha... but tink they all veri li hai lahz
and it is quite fun to do backstage work although quite hectic
haha.... den i realise i got one more job le
be bao mu or singing coach
coz i noe how to catch mistake lehz...
tmr goin sentosa for the me and my local friend dae
very dowan to go
but muz jiang yi qi
haiz... sianz

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8:54 pm



Happy Bdae to U
Happy Bdae to U
Happy bdae to JUNYANG
Happy bdae to U

haha... for ppl who dono....
todae is junyang's bdae
and this is my way for singing bdae song in return
well.... i noe it is stupid coz he don't get to hear it
but tt's my effort wad... bleah

so i wish him all the bez and tt he can excel in the music industry!!!

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1:43 pm



well tues got heal the world concert
and everything went well except for the last part
and abit not much ppl went lorx

den yest is my most suay day on earth
as u all noe i have been soooooo excited abt donating blood
AND aft queueing for 1.5h
I CAN'T DONATE LEHZ!!!!
well... coz i got thalassamia minor
and i need at least 51kg to be able to donate
soooo sad lorx
den aft tt got gp presentation
and i screw it up
soooo sia suay lorx
mei lian jian ren le lahz
den got crystal growing and the filter drip soooo slow lorx
and i had to rush down to the song writing thingy
sry to huimin and shir nee
and thx shir nee for clearing up the mess and taking my bag down
the song writing thingy lasted for 3h instead of the 30min my teacher sae
but quite funny and entertaining esp tt Huang Zhiyang
yup... he is inside the competition so look out for him in the last grp
his voice is considered the best le bahz
BUT quite sissy lor

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1:32 pm



well
this few dae veri sia dao lorx
firstly start with todae
long time nv listen to ufm
so on todae and they are like saeing
if u bring a bdae card down to ufm100.3,
u will get autograph gaiban, poster and dogtag
wad a temptation man
feel like chiong-ing down
but nv lorx coz no one can pei me
so sudden wad
one person go like so weird... i mean i am not sooooo crazy lahz
haiz... but abit sad coz if i chiong down high chance can be first 3

nxt is abt the cell grp i went on fri
well
the ppl there are veri nice and fun
haha... always tink tt christian are a grp of fun ppl
den gotta noe ppl like Abel, Qiaoru, qiao fen, reena(gina's twin) and more
thx to michelle
it is veri fun and meaningful
though i was shock when they start praying
i always tot tt praying is sth quiet and peaceful
but wad i saw on fri is loud and emotional
and they speak in tongues
it is reallie a eye-opener for me aniwae
okok... muz do eom le.. bye

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12:32 pm



finally
i've been able to have 2days of my life
i slept for 2 daes
literally slept for 2daes except eat and watch tv
so todae doin eom, hw and study econs
the tb i borrowed nv even read a single pg lorx
and i return le
so hope tt notes can help me survive through man
and mon nv go ntu coz got no tix lor
and heard frm my cousin he sang his new song in the gaiban
omg... i am goin to buy the gaiban
muahaha
and tues service learning is a kong bu wan
first have to go toa payoh while everyone else is goin home
den got a bunch of damn violent kids
i now shang hen lei lei lorx
sobz
I WILL NV SEND MY KIDS TO CHILDCARE CENTRE!!!!
okok... don tok le...
gotta go out with eve and see the gaiban
latta come back do eom sia
dono how to do lehz

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11:18 am



wah...
1 week plus nv update le
coz quite busy
juz cut my hair till quite short sia
abit don feel like leaving long hair le
coz so mafan lorx
mb i shall have not long hair till the dae tt i need to have long hair
which means.....
hmm... my promise to myself don tell u all lehz...
busy week coz alot of hw lorx
yes... nv see wrongly
i did my hw le
i noe might be quite late
but nvm lahz
betta late than nv wad
main thing is A's nxt yr wad
sth i've finally realise
aft watching ai qing ling du C with cute weixiang
and sth yixin sae
yao zai chi yong you jiu yao xian fang de xia
i finally fang xia 2 things i've hold on to very tighly
a sense of relief sia
tt's y i can start studying again wad
coz i finally realise tt life is not about future only
it is also abt now
if i don't catch on with the time
i wld forever be in the past
and nv reach the future i plan for myself
JIAYOU for myself and everyone else






















don wry... u all nv see wrong
tt's me and my lao po
and the thing i fang kai and hold on to again
is not to be a les lahz
haha... but quite disgusting
took us along time to take de lehz

and forgot to sae
wed i saw junyang again
all thx to jana for getting the tix
still so cute
arghed... my craze button on again le lahz!!!
haha
bye

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9:08 pm